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Inspiration BlockEverything that I do and everything that I say
It never goes the right way
It never ends up how I want
I just look at my work and I start to taunt
"The words just mash together!" I'll say
"The drawing isn't the way I'd like!" I'll claim
I push the paper aside and I look to the floor
I don't think I can take this anymore...
The colours don't work and the words just aren't there
I sit there for hours with my heart-broken stare.
The music isn't coming through my mind to give me inspiration
Maybe I should start looking for a different occupation
Nothing can inspire me and even if it could, I just can't do anything with it
I can't even look at my work- not even a tiny bit.
The hatred builds up inside along with the sadness
There is just no drawing I can do- this is just madness
I throw my pencils and utensils at the wall
I've scratched them against my skin and now I fall
I can't explain to anyone how I feel
I just fall down to my knees and there I kneel
My inspiration has now been sucked dr
My breathing starts to race harshly like a race
My head starts to implode at such a horrible pace
I feel my heart beat throb against my chest again
My body is completely against me and I've got to make amends.
My eyes- they cry a river filled with tears
I sob, I scream and I fall down with all of my fears.
The words won't come out of my pen anymore
I try to draw but they come back at me even more
I've lost my way and I don't know what to do
Everything's a struggle and I can't find my way through
Suddenly- a jolt,
My heart suddenly stops
I feel my body turn into a strange way and I feel everything pop
I fall down from where I standing and I feel my heart scream to me
"Stay there! Stay there and keep crying on your knees!"
Those people who tell you it's not good to cry-
They just don't understand the things that fly on by
I feel my body toss and turn on the floor
I feel as if my breath is falling and I'm going to die even more
Everything is a blur and I find it hard to see
Sonic Adventures: 01: pt 4Chapter 4
Worried minds seemed to join together to bring in a feeling of hysteria as all hope seemed to be lost inside of freedom HQ. Cyrus had his hands on his head as he was trying to think of a suggestion but the worry seemed to be higher than ever before. Suddenly, the huge screen on the side of the wall turned on and the informative lynx appeared on there with a smile on her holographic face. She said calmly to everyone...
Nichole: Fighters! I've got good news! Knuckles, Sonic and Tails are alive! I've got an incoming commission from their ship?
Cyrus: Let us speak to them- we were terrified...it's been a month almost!
Nichole came off of the screen briefly and in her place was a picture of Knuckles who waved with a cheesy smile on his face. He said calmly...
Knuckles: Hey guys- how's it going?
Rouge: Knuckie! You're alive! Oh my god where are you!?
Knuckles: Well- we came outta that horrible place and the aliens there quickly took us to their decontamination sight...they've given
Sonic Adventures: 01: pt3 2After four agonizing hours- Knuckles punched open the door furiously and Tails screamed out as they were on top of one of the balconies of the old club-
Tails: Knuckles! It's Sonic! He's surrounded! We need a gun!
Knuckles: He's loaded down there! Tails you're going to have to fly us down now!
Tails: Okay! Hold on!
Tails grabbed onto Knuckles hands and he quickly flew down and ducked down into the bar and Sonic looked to them with a smile and he said whilst shooting.
Sonic: Hey! Thank god you're alive! Someone take a gun and help me!
Knuckles: Got it!
Tails: Guys! We have a hacking point here! I'll do my work!
Sonic: Go for it Tails! Don't let us down!
Tails: You won't' have to worry about that! Just keep me alive!
Knuckles quickly jumped up to where Sonic was and he looked to his blue friend shooting the gun like he owned one himself and he yelled out to him...
Knuckles: Where the hell did you gain this skill from blue!?
Sonic: I play a lot of games in my spare time! Amy sometimes pla
Sonic Adventures: 01: pt3 1Chapter 3
Sore, sticky eyes opened weakly to look around a strange- blurry room. After a few blinks, everything seemed to be clearer and with a loud yawn, Knuckles sat up from his slouched position and he looked around to see where he was- he then froze immediately seeing where he was. He could see a huge window in front of him that was a solid, thick glass and outside of it was water with lots of other cities showing through the water. Knuckles gave a scream as he looked around the room and he then saw things he didn't expect to see. He could see robotic limbs all over the body and as he looked around, he saw the few odd looking people coming through and they certainly weren't Mobians. Almost immediately- that panic was left aside and Knuckles frantically looked around for Tails and with a sigh of relief he saw the small child lying close to him with his expression showing he was deep in his dream land. Carefully- Knuckles pulled him closer and he tried to bring him around whils
Sonic Adventures: 01: pt2Chapter 2
Small, echoing voices filled the head with worry and confusion as blurriness seemed to be so much of a problem inside of the head. A red blur was over the weird gray blur and as the vision became clearer and clearer- the blur exclaimed...
Knuckles: Hey! Hey Tails he's coming around! He's alright! Sonic! Can you hear me?
Sonic: Uhh...Knuckles...man...what happened?
Suddenly, Tails flew over and he too stood over the hedgehog laid out on the floor slowly. They both held out their hands and Sonic took them and tried to get his head sorted- it would have been so much easier if the world wasn't already spinning.
Sonic: Dude...where...are we?
Tails: Robotnick got you too huh?
Sonic: Robotnick? Wha?
Knuckles: Okay...hold on.
Knuckles slapped Sonic across the face and he shook his head and gave a slight yelp...
Sonic: Oh god I gave him sympathy! I shouldn't have done that!
Tails: It's alright Sonic...not everyone has the guts to kill- it's gruesome...I couldn't even look to the man..
Sonic Adventures: 01: pt1Chapter 1
Feet hit the floor with so much force as a trademark pair of red and white sneakers hurried along the floor in a perfect yet fast rhythm that seemed to surpass the sticky, gunk filled floors and the harsh rain that fell from the sky. Robots were knocked down with harsh, painful hits and as the blue hedgehog running along the metallic floor saw a long line of bots in front of him- a small squeal from an amber fox echoed down from the skies and the hedgehog quickly moved his green eyes to see the ring coming at him that the flying- two tailed fox threw. He gripped it quickly and he then knocked over the robots coming at him and as he knocked then in a row- the ones at the side were suddenly destroyed by a huge, fat fist that a red echidna swung and with a quick nod of the head, the echidna followed along with the blue hero and his amber side kick- the trio hurried along through the harsh and heavy rainfall but it didn't stop them- the main thing to stop them was the sight ahead
My Imaginary WorldThe darkness over crowds us all
It makes us scared, sad, and small
There's gotta be an exit somewhere
There has to be a door out there
You turn the handle and there you stand
It's almost like a portal to another land
Things are bright, colourful, and true
You want to leave the world that makes you blue
It's hard in the dark, it's not fun at all
Please tell me someone can heed my call
I want to leave the sin for a while
I'll enter the world crafted from my style
The skies are bright, the plants are pretty
You know its dream but you don't want the pitty
I want to runaway and live there forever
Live with the people that make you feel cleaver
The imagination is overwhelming and it makes you fall
You pull yourself around in a painful crawl
This world is different from the normal one
It makes me wonder what I've become
I've neglected it, I know it so
The real world just hurts me from head to toe
My world was a better place that only I could see
But if everyone went to their worlds, no one wo
Dead InsideSmiles and laughter you used to see
They're almost like an ocean, maybe even the sea
You hold the same false look but what's the use?
You feel as if your happy emotions have run loose.
Everything feels dead right around now
Everyone is talking but you can't hear a sound
Ideas have gone and stress has hit in
Why is everything I feel like a sin?
Everyone is laughing
Everyone is pointing
Everything looks through your eyes
It's like you've seen the light in a distance place
Your head is confused and is now in a state
The innocence you once had has trailed off somewhere
It's like I really can't give a care
I feel nothing anymore and I don't know why
It's like someone's taken a syringe and has sucked me dry
I still have emotions but they're all negative
Everything I think of is usually irrelative
The bruises and scars, they just don't heal
My heart is broken and there is no seal
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